What can I say? A life you're used to has dissolved and now a new one surrounds you. Life consists of many stages that everyone goes through. Some stages are worse than others and some stages are shorter than others. Hopefully the stage you are in now is short lived. I feel like there are too many judges in your life and not enough listeners. Luckily I am the latter. Willing to listen to your trials and tribulations without judging or scolding you. I look at you as a person who does a lot with the little they have. Able to provide for her children, keep them fed and clothed. And most importantly, a nice roof over their heads. Your body may be swimming in a lake of tiredness and depression but I don't doubt your ability to stay afloat in those undesired waters. You're smart and sexy. Willing to express yourself in ways that may make others uncomfortable or hateful that only a few, like me, can appreciate and understand. Tough times befall most, if not, all people. Keep a steady pace and you will surpass your adversary known as life to a better and brighter future. People like me and you meld well together because we accept each other as-is despite our faults. The past is the past, so why focus on something that can't be brought back? Your ducklings are growing steady and fast. Vast knowledge awaits them as they learn from you and their surroundings. Things may give you worry and concern you but that's a part of being on your own. A lot of mothers aren't able to support themselves while raising multiple children but you are the exception. I am so proud of you for that. At your age, my mom was homeless and sending me, her only child at the time, to stay with relatives in different states. A lot of people cannot do what you do. It may be stressful and tiring but you are surviving. I really admired your ability to get back on the grind so soon after quitting your severely underpaying waitress job. You could teach a lot of people a thing or two. It saddens me to hear how some people have treated you and I hope your skin grows thicker as you get older and are able to pass right through the mistreatment and hatefulness with not even so much as a blink of an eye. Their is no one better equipped to take care of your kids other than you. I hope they will appreciate everything you have done and sacrificed for them to live a life as normal and stable as possible. Your looks aren't the only thing that make you sexy. Your ability to hold your own with what life has thrown as you makes you 10x more sexy. I may be rambling but I don't care. I just wanted to take some time to write about someone I truly admire and appreciate and I don't think I will ever know another person like you even if I lived ten lives. Some people want to reach the stars. I don't want you to reach the stars. I want you to reach the Enterprise, because that's the only way you'll reach them.